Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Exhaustion...

You know, I think God has this neat little trick.. It goes something like - he clears out your memories of all the crappy things about pregnancy like nausea, extreme fatigue, anxiety, pain, etc... He has to do this, or you will never procreate after that 1st one. I am so tired, I could, at most any time of the day, lay my head down on anything.. desk, table, brick, and fall fast asleep. However, I can't do that because I have to work when I'm at work, and when I'm at home, I have a rambunctious 3 year old that doesn't understand the words "relax" "take a break" "mommy just needs two minutes to lay here". I am complaining, yes, but of course I am excited still. And even more excited for the 2nd trimester, when, if memory serves me correctly (which it probably does not) I will again feel like my normal, spastic self with energy to clean the floors and wash the 10 sinkfuls of dishes every stinking day.

2 comments:

Jay said...

I hope the second tri is kinder to you....so does writing this commit you to a limit of 2 babies?

Ellen said...

Yes, I'm pretty sure it does...since I have two stepkids too - 4 kids is enough, i think. And this pregnancy thing - well like I said, after a couple of years, it eludes you how you felt...but since I have this for reference, i should remember this time!